Campus life

Life is so fucking hard. I am so tired of being made fun of. I lived so long on my own and never realized how big i had grown. I can't go on this way. Being compared to my roommate and her friends who are basically a size nothing. My eating habits have changed drastically, its so hard to restrict on campus. I've gained even more weight. I am not going to cry anymore. I want to lose the maximum weight possible in the next month before the next semester starts. I want to wear what i want, look good in photos. Goddammit i want to be happy. It was so much easier when i was tiny. I want to be like that again.